deutschland

( part one )

it's strange because 4 months ago, i was so enthused and i still am. but i kind of wish i could postpone this maybe just a month of two. i am just a silly girl.
i'm still excited, but it's all just a bit surreal, i think. one month and 2 weeks is not very much time at all and there's still so much to do and i'm not quite ready to leave yet. it will all fly by in a blur of festivities- christmas and new year and before i know it, i'll be on a plane!

i'm ready to experience something new and challenging and meet lots of new people and absorb absolutely everything i can.

my countdown still says five months, four days & i'm counting every one.
i can't wait for this. i'm so glad i'm not going straight to uni, there seems like there's so much more out there that i have to find and learn and discover and lots of new people to meet and this is just what i want to. i have so much hope for this and i'm not really worried about being disappointed.